Crumpled into the cushions,
You've all trampled all my strength,
And now I don't know who to be.
Screwed up my devotions,
You've all shredded my emotions,
And now I can't escape reality.

Sorry no, it's not easy to say,
I wish I could walk away,
Can't afford the price to pay.

I'm finding it hard to leave my pride,
I'm finding it hard to believe inside,
And I'm finding it hard to forgive,
I'm just finding it hard,
Hard to live.

Broken down the divisions,
I'm crushed inbetween stares,
And now I don't know my location.
There's molten lead down my spine,
A pain that's not just mine,
And now I fall with each accusation.

Sorry no, I can't find any words,
That won't leave these blue eyes blurred,
Words that I know won't be misheard.

I'm finding it hard to see your view,
I'm finding it hard to even look at you,
And I'm finding the hurt hard to relieve,
I'm just finding it hard,
Hard to breathe.

And no!
I refuse to think I'm all to blame,
Half still belongs to your name,
You think you're right, oh you think you're right!
And no!
I won't leave him behind,
Just for your peace of mind,
We don't have to fight, don't have to fight...

I'm finding it hard to stop these tears,
I'm finding it hard to hide these fears,
And I'm finding it hard not to worry,
I'm just finding it hard,
Hard to say sorry.