i feel lost everyday i am without you i see you walk by me
like you dont know me like i dont exist?i sit for a while
staring at my phone waiting patiently for a txt beep beep
goes my phone there your name pops up on the screen i get
butterflies in my stomache and read it
   "hey babe,sorry bout earlier didnt mean to blank you just
dont want it to look suspicious meet me in ten in the usual
place,love you"
Same old message everyday i never question it just text back
"ok"!am i doing this coz i love him or just for the fact i
want to  be loved by him.i dont think noone understands my
feelings i love the hugs the kisses the way he says i love
you!!!!but does he mean it is it true??He tells me its the
truth no lies but i dont know what to believe i been back
four times,i cant just say i dont love you when really i do
its the effect he has on me like you use to.His blonde hair
and gorgeous smile makes me weak at the knees makes me
shiver with excitment i love him, well atleast i think i
do!im writing this poem to you to let you know you still
have a place in my heart but im moving on now happy where im
at he says he loves me and i love him too....all im afraid
of is hurting like i hurt you!!!