I looked at your face while you lied in that hospital bed..
all sorts of thoughts, running through my head..
I couldnt help you, but i wanted to i really did..
I sat and spoke to you, while you were asleep
begging you to get better, trying not to weep
I always thought you would wake up, and smile at me, but you
never did, you just lied silently.

When you were awake, you just werent yourself, and i didnt
know how to make it better, i didnt know what to say.
but if i could i would, rewind back to the start of that
fateful day..motorbike accident, all over the news, how to
deal with it, so many ways to choose, and its not easy to
smile when you have to loose.

In intensive care, i sat by you for hours, wondering how to
make it better,looking at all the flowers, he cant take you
away your ours. 
Hours past by, and you just lied there breathing, and i
assure you it will be ok.. i cant say anything else because
if i could i would say.. it never happened..

I scream and cry on my bed, and wonder why it couldnt be me
instead. I beg and plead for you to get better, wishing that
your dad could write us a letter, i beleived him when he
said he would always be, by our sides always there for me..
where is he now? 

The heavy motorbike, always our favourite, isnt here
anymore, and driving to the hospital seems a constand chore,
as the friends we were turned into family, and we all sit
together, nothing to do but greive.. Drving past the spot,
where he slipped away from us seems hard, flowers
everywhere, we are physically and emotionally scarred..

One stupid mistake and its One amazing life that it had to
take, then we were left here, trying to cope with you,
trying to make it better... and all we could say was that we
loved you, ((I love you))

Its been 2 years now, and its going to be ok, you seem to
have got over it, i guess there was no other way.. but i
just want to remind you, i just have to say.. that i love
you and i am glad its ok.. 

R.I.P Martin, Dave we all love you xx


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