I Miss You

It's just another fractured shard of silence to shred the hope between us, It's just another freezing cold moment to endure. And I know exactly how this breakdown came to be, But I still don't know how to revert to the way it was before. And I miss you, I miss the past, Tears blur the present blue. I miss the way words could be used, To lift each other through. And I miss the warmth I haven't felt, For a very bitter while. I miss you, I miss me, And I really miss your smile. Just seeing you look at me from a new terrifying place, Makes it harder still for me to hold my painful tears. And I don't know how to fix this because I've already tried, And together we shouted knives through all the repairs. But I miss you, I miss the bond, That once held us so tight. I miss the way we understood, And how we'd never fight. I can't make it any more simple, For you to decode my style. I miss you, I miss me, And I really miss your smile. There's nothing, Nothing I can do. I'm screaming it at you, And it echoes back. I don't want to break you, Don't want to hate you, But look at where we are... There's nothing, Nothing I can say. I handed you my words, And you made them black. I don't want these fears, Don't want these tears, But happiness is far... Yeah, I miss the warmth I haven't felt, For a very bitter while. I miss you, I miss me, And I really miss your smile.