Why get angry with me?

I dont know what to say to you now I wanted to apologise, and i knew how.. But i dont think that i'm sorry..not that it happened? I wanted him. and you didnt. so why are u fucked off? Why get angry with me, yeah hes your ex, yeah im your friend.. But i wouldnt to anything til it came to an end.. Do u know how hard it was to so no for so long? when i liked him and sayin no felt so wrong? But i did it for you, and now you hate me for waitin? You hate me for bein a mate? great. So you can talk to him, but talking to me isnt an option? Did i really mean so little to you? I cant have meant that much to you, for you to jus turn around n say Fuck you.. Well we all make mistakes thats all i wanted to say.. and if u dont wanna forgive that mistake then thats ok. Cos i wont argue with you over this, i wont shout at you not over chris.. I guess our friendship is over, and i cant deal with that.. Just think about who was there for you, and who would jus sit and chat, its ok Loz, i dont mind if you hate me. I hate me. © copyright, RYDER CB X