Can You Hear Me Now?

Can you hear me now, Is my voice not loud? How long will it take? Would you hear a sigh, Would it pass you by? Are you even awake to speak? Please let me know, Does my face let it show? Or am I too subtle? Are you there to hear, Is my message clear? Why do I have to shout? Is it all in my head, All these things I've said? Or am I just paranoid? Could I be wrong, Has it taken this long? Or has it been there from the start?