The Pain is Unbearable
The Reality Trivial
There's nothing you can say or do to unravel
The secrets that lie hidden behind my eyes

And as the helpless baby cries
I just drift away.
I drift into another day
Of painful games of Love and Play.

Its all I can bear
To see you with him,
And yet I need not your permission
To speak to an old friend

You act like its a problem
I dare you to try and solve them
Ive known him longer, and yes it hurts
To see that you care only for him.

Im sick of these lies, sick of these games
And as I walk, slowly is the poring down rain
I think of you
And the pain you've caused

It all makes me so sick to my stomach
I wanna scream 'Just Fuck It!'
But something stops me, from letting it all out
Because I know without a doubt

You just wont understand
You'll take it wrong, you'll bitch at me
Thats not how I want it to be
So now, I challenge you.

I DARE you to try and unravel my secrets.


[I wrote this a long ass time ago. I always look back at my
poetry and think its fucking gay.]