2-15-99

I tried to run from it
but it only caught up with me.
I tried to forget about it
But I could not forget about it.
I tried to deny that I ever had a past
But then my mind told me I did.
I tried to pretend that I was fine with everything
but I was not fine.
I tried to live my life perfectly thinking maybe if I did  I
could substitute the past for the future.