random blob of feelings written on the bus 10/27
By when all of your wishes are granted, , many of your dreams will •
You say i'm always with you everywhere you are
but i'm watching you through this window
laughing with all your friends
and im crying, on a bus alone
and you still walk without me
i'm hurt and crying
but you dont understand what im feeling now
you say you do but theres no possible way
because you have a family to love you
while im out on the streets
i'm always there for you
you cant always be here for me (and i know that you try to be)
youre in my heart
but i have no where to go
my wrists ache to be cut
but i cant bear to be without you (even in my death)
i burdened with thoughts of a pregnancy
while you have no worries
there arent words to describe how i REALLY feel
when i know youre out, happy,
when im stuck at home
with just my knife to keep me company