in and out of touch with reality
spinning on the verge of normacy but not quite
i know the things i said
and how they burdened down on you
the latch seldom holding
yet seems rust-fused
i love how that face pleads with me
a rejectfully friendly smile
things come to me from time to time
of things to come and things long gone
i simply wish to pin a cloud 
with the nothingness of my thoughts
so at least i at least would know 
i had thoughts about thoughts
that meant something though nothing
im sure will come of it and
i know im spinning swiming backwards in circles
and its pointless and foolish
yet i cant seem to let go of the nothingness
that exists but doesnt and i cling to it
has it been all ive ever known
i dont remember if i knew before
what i know now or if i knew anything at all
but i know i know that i know i know
and i know that no one will know what i know
which is why i know i should just
stop drop and roll off the unknown burden
that only i can set loose