"....Falling...."

Looking around my empty room Awkward silence and a big loud boom Standing outside in the breezy wind Wearing the latest fashion trend Finding myself again and again Trying to figure out just where to begin Figuring out where everything went wrong The time it takes just seems to long Falling in and out of love Drawing a line and living above Standing up and falling back Getting back on the right track Unraveling the secrets to this mystery Trying to hide the screw-up side of me Wearing a fake smile on my face Hoping it will fill up empty space Second chances, they come and go From up above to down below Passing chances go on by Tears fill up in my lonely eyes All I want again is to just be normal Is that completly understandable.....???