How weird is this? Last week we were hardly talking. 
And you wanted to smack me,
Yet here we are today, not the same,
But better than it was.
It dont seem real, i wish it was a dream.
I wish i could awake and im wishing i could scream.
But what would be the point,
What done is done. I cant turn back time.
I dont think it will be the same and you wont be mine.

What we had was so precious and we were so close,
And i destroyed it and everyone knows.
People say - how could you do that?
The answer. I dont have one. Because i dont know.
How stupid can i be. Maybe all i think about is me?
I know what i gota do. Move on as people do.
I wont be easy, it will be hard.
Im not complaining because i'v come this far.
I would let you push me of a bridge if you wanted to.
How we got so far, and fell so hard.

If i didnt do it, i wouldnt have lost.
One of the closest friends i have got. Had.
All i can do is slowly move on,
Drown myself in all the sad songs.
Im trying to. But as i do i keep remembering your face.
How upset you looked and out of place.
Im looking to the future. How i can make things right.
How not to mess things up and look towards the light. 
Its time to leave it all behind.
And i'll thankyou for all your time.
Time you toke to take a look,you read my mind like you read
a book. I love you so and its sad to let go.
But at least you will know.

Its time for me to slowly go.