happy? no...

why does it seem that life hates me? i think all the time that i am never happy is it just me being picky or does my life really suck? others around me are always recieving so much is it something im doing or is it just bad luck? i go around smiling to the people i love but really im thinking when will it be over i always seem to wish for just one simple thing can i be satisfied or is it to much? so i guess i have to wait for me to happy continue to smile and not be so snappy life is never fair its always rough but when will it be my turn when im drowned with the good stuff>?