Loved too late(Aug 3 2005)

Staring into his eyes I get lost. Those eyes are so intense. I realize i want him no matter the cost, but it can never be. I am not sensitive enough. I have broken his heart before. I realize at this point I must be tough. should i build blockades around my heart? He gave me all of himself. Stupid me, I didnt even realize what was happening. The constarints of time are about me. So, I gave myself to another. Love takes time. Something I wish I had. My body is wearing out quickly. Thinking about my stupidity I get mad. A good guy fell for a bad girl. If i could do this once again, I would do it differently. Seeing how it has been, I know that chance may never come.