Watching the show. She enevitably realizes,
this level of spirituality is unattainable for her.
Loking deep within she longs for this,
but realizes at the same time that the darkness is within.
She will never be the same.
Feeling the need to talk to her father,
she steps into the modern looking cemetary.
Falling to her knees at the headstone,
she pours out her feelings.
then somberly, and with a heavy heart,
she walks back to the church,
and to the peppy show of the guest youth group.
As the show ends, she feels worse.
She feels the need to cut again.
Its almost as if,
getting away from the oppression didn't help!