wanting to tell you!

11-22-2006 I want to tell you but I get tounge tied and don't know what to say. Its slowly killing me because I hold these feelings inside it's like I am living a lie I want to tell you who I really am but I cannot find the courage to do so. I am afraid you will never understand or accept me because see I tried to fit in to this world and tried to please everyone else. I was a fly on the wall going unnoticed. I want to be free from all of this thats inside but when I turn around everything that I dreamed for or hoped would be gone because the world is judgemental sometimes.