The Search

By ~**AGE_TEA**~ •
I’ve search the ups and downs in life
I’ve looked and looked but never finds
The life I wanted to have
Is never what I have
I tried hard to understand why
Life has to be this way
The harder I tried the harder things get
I thought about giving up.
But then I know I am here for a purpose
The very reason I hate to live
The truth I want to see
To clarify the true purpose of my existence
The maze I walked through is so complicated
I want to see the very end of it
But it’s hard looking in this mist
Everything is a haze, I can’t see clear
I wanted out of this life
I can’t handle it anymore
But something in me keeps me going
There must be a reason
I want to know the reason
I needed to know it
To live on and to move on
I want to know I am someone.
~Age Tea~