Selfless, Helpless, Pittyless

Selfless, helpless, pittyless me I look into my life and that's all I see Once I was blessed Now I'm distressed Now I'm useless, unwanted, and uncared for Not wanted by anyone anymore All around me people find love and such Filled with happiness and joy a bunch Can't help but wonder why did I get left behind I drive myself crazy, completely out of mind Just wanted to be wanted by you It was that simple that's all you had to do Show that you cared Hoped some of my feelings we shared Stupid pointless lies you told You're heart was nothing but black and cold Leaving a girl completely destroyed Not looking you tried to avoid The name you made for yourself Makes me hate myself Made me realize I need to move on I can't change the past the picture's already been drawn Working my way out of this mess Looking for that happiness You not only failed but flunked the test You're a playa and nothing more One day you'll be the one left sore It'll be you hurt in the long run Payback for all the things you've done Then you'll be the Selfless, Helpless, Pittyless one But none of this can ever happen Until I come out of this hole I'm in So until any of this transformation can be done I will still always be the....Selfless, Helpless, Pittyless one So go have you're fun But when the sun goes away Then comes my day When revenge finds you And there's nothing you can do Because always deep inside of me No matter how happy I may seem Or how big I may dream I will always be A Selfless, Helpless, Pittyless, MESS