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i swore to myself once long ago never again from these heights would i be thrown years came and went soo many moons Ive seen fall staying up all night bloodshot broken bottles i feel soo much better when i cant remember waking up next to her every morning god i wish i could remember her name wouldnt really matter shes differnt every time is this the last of my rhymes? i hope ive made you see forever is so close to me when trusting u is my greatest fear wishing it all could be clear each step killing more then the last its hard to pack up my entire past its locked inside every day haunting escapeing thru violent fists and bloody screams