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i dont know how to act anymore. i've lost all sense of understanding i dont know whats right anymore whether to scream, cry, be silent or still. i want to run away from failure yet im chained to stay for hope the pain from it all is twice the burden on my shoulders; twice as heavy twice as painful twice the stress, anger and confusion. i want to slap you sometimes i just want to beat the sense back into you at the same time i want to hug you and hold you close, rock you, make you better. the power to do that lies in my mind a wish that will never be granted a hope that will never die a tear that will never dry open arms that will never close.