2-19-99

I thought I knew who you truly were boy was
I wrong.  I wanted to see you defferently then what I was
told.  You were suppossed to be there to protect me and
I was suppossed to feel safe but you expected someone else
to do your job.  You were suppossed to be someone I could
look up too and that I could trust but now I see you never
wanted me so why should I give you a second chance just so
you can choose them over me.  I only saw what I wanted to
see.  I tried so hard for you to try and make you come back.
 I blamed myself for so long because I thought you would
never have done those things to me.