Do you know how long this took me
Cos u leaving really shook me
I didnt want to beleive that u werent the one for me
I didnt want to wake up and now that u had to leave me
Every morning i woke, i looked at my phone
No new messages, do u no i felt alone
Used to waking up, and seeing a message from you
And now i look around the room, what did i do?
But you cant answer my question
because you walked away
i screamed i cried, i was on my knees, i begged u 2 stay
I bled so hard that night, i might aswel have died
And you still turned and walked no matter how hard i cried
Holding out my hands for you to pick me up
And you just looked at me.. so what did i do?
I cant beleive you walked away
and left me in the rain
Cos you leaving caused me so much pain
I cried, i bled.. i might aswel have died
I screamed so loud my ears rang
And it didnt matter how fast i ran
You were gone and i couldnt find you
I didnt know what i was supposed to do
But after all these months of crien
pain feeling like i was dien
I looked in the mirror and saw my face
and knew that i could be in a better place
I strapped up my boots, the ones that are gonna walk all
over you
And i walked for miles, and i knew what i had to do
It isnt hurting anymore.. i got up and i moved on

**even the hardest times are manageable, with the right
people with you: Harlie, Chrissie,Char, Izzi,
Holz,Mark.C,TiNaMaR.. but most of all ma mum, i love u all
so much.. thanku xxx**


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