...U just dont know...

Do you know how long this took me Cos u leaving really shook me I didnt want to beleive that u werent the one for me I didnt want to wake up and now that u had to leave me Every morning i woke, i looked at my phone No new messages, do u no i felt alone Used to waking up, and seeing a message from you And now i look around the room, what did i do? But you cant answer my question because you walked away i screamed i cried, i was on my knees, i begged u 2 stay I bled so hard that night, i might aswel have died And you still turned and walked no matter how hard i cried Holding out my hands for you to pick me up And you just looked at me.. so what did i do? I cant beleive you walked away and left me in the rain Cos you leaving caused me so much pain I cried, i bled.. i might aswel have died I screamed so loud my ears rang And it didnt matter how fast i ran You were gone and i couldnt find you I didnt know what i was supposed to do But after all these months of crien pain feeling like i was dien I looked in the mirror and saw my face and knew that i could be in a better place I strapped up my boots, the ones that are gonna walk all over you And i walked for miles, and i knew what i had to do It isnt hurting anymore.. i got up and i moved on **even the hardest times are manageable, with the right people with you: Harlie, Chrissie,Char, Izzi, Holz,Mark.C,TiNaMaR.. but most of all ma mum, i love u all so much.. thanku xxx** © copyright, RYDER CB X