confused as to why...

Patterns of falling in love and breaking off Id go through hell for you but im so scared Cause i cant even help myself sometimes never been so scared in a loong time the clumbsy me is better to see never really sure what im wanting yet im daring to take you on and show you all these things i dont really have but im pretty sure no one does now and im afraid that maybe love really doesnt exist i know a friend told me that once maybe its good advice for you too i couldnt really tell you about it so just why again are you asking me to love you?