I fear this existence,
The despair and the pain,
My futile resistance,
I see was in vain,
The drugs that you give me,
Can't cure this disease,
The torment takes over,
Refuses to cease.

Troubled times we live in,
This concept I've grasped,
Forgetting and forgiving?
That's all in the past,
My demons aren't vanquished,
My sorrow here lies, 
Nothing can be accomplished,
When all you want to do is die.

So give me a reason
And I'll try to be grateful,
No false understanding,
I know you're still hateful,
Your gun to my head,
My finger on the trigger,
My wrists soaked in red,
Drowned in sweet liquor.