Forever
By ~ Gemz ~ •
<font face="Times New Roman">Lonely in my room, too afraid to speak,
I know they will laugh,
At everything I say.
Give me a reason, to be myself,
They won't like who I am,
I don't, why should they.
Incapacitated by my fear,
Fear of rejection & humiliation,
Fear of the endless possibility that maybe, just maybe,
They will have one bad thought about me.
Panic sets in,
Faced with the prospect
Of living a life,
Forever, Alone.</font>