Dear God

Blackened like the night sky when the moon is far away Clouded out by pain I fold my hands and pray "Father of the heavens please help me in my time of need Please watch me, and don't judge me as I lie here now and bleed "Please watch over my family, help them find a way Assure them that i love them, but that i could not stay "tell them it was not their fault that they did nothing wrong but in their lives of happiness i did not belong "let them come together as family and friends so broken hearts can be repaired wouded souls can find mends "tell him it was not his fault things had to end like this but that without him in my life i could not find happiness "help squishie in her sorrows and all her pain and tears tell willy not to be afraid help him resolve him fears "make blazez grow up brave with dreams that can touch the sky let jelly bean be loved so much that she will never have to cry "please don't let anyone gurt the way i do may they never feel this pain let these be things they never go through "and if im stuck in limbo and i never see them again please let them be happy thank you God amend".