If only I could be sure, then it'd be clear,
Then there'd be no more of fighting my fear,
And if somehow I knew, could trust my own mind,
Then I'd only love you, wouldn't be so blind.
That confidence, well, it can allude me,
Sometimes I let the darkness intrude me,
But I guess it's all in my head.
If you notice I'm far away,
Just give me time to play with each word,
And trust me, I know, it's okay.
I just need it remixed when I get transfixed,
Baby I can't help being allured.
It gets harder to stop that static despair,
I just watch the tears drop 'cause I can't help but care,
And my heart's so intent, so scarily sure,
It's had too many dents, can't take even one more.
That assurance, well, it's in hiding,
My insecurity wins while I'm still deciding,
But the chains aren't made of lead.
If you notice I'm out of light,
Just let me replay what I've heard.
And hold me, you know, it's alright.
I just need to be repaired then I wouldn't be scared,
'Cause baby you've just got me allured.
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