Out of Control

By Chalan •
I feel as if I'm riding on
a roller coaster.
One minute I'm up, the next
I'm on my way down.
I try to be happy but I feel
like I always have a frown.
I feel like I'm living in chaos
with my emotions spinning out of
control.
I feel like I'm living in constant
fear of losing everything that I
hold dear.
I want to be happy and care free.
I want to enjoy life
and most of all I just want to be me.