Unfinished... with some grammar

.I wanna lay down Kick, screaming through the night I've lost So why can't I give up This long lonely fight? My head meets the wall And bangs till it's sore I'm broke, weak and gutted I can't take much more You're gone, no way You went, didn't want to stay For my screwed up insecurities Now my heart has to pay My heart's broken .... Kinda deflated, ripped in two Try telling it's shreds That it doesnt love you Brain tries telling my heart "Your not needed no more She's had enough You're a fool, it was the final straw" But my heart doesn't understand Why it's love isn't there No matter how much I hurt My head screams "She don't care!" It misses, it needs It wants, it wants, it wants and it burns In the sleepless dark nights Not releasing it yearns Go away heart, like me you're not needed Little trickles of moisturem On my face, shiny, glistening and beaded My heart and it's fears Make me cringe, shrink, always so close to tears I wants to scream As I've destroyed my dreams She's not coming back Not ever, it seems So now heart, you ,.,.,.,.better relent It's over and done Though you loved her And kinda thought she was The One Doomed from the start From where ever it began I know heart, you weren't ready I should have listened and run "I want, I need..." "Sod off heart, I've got nothing left to bleed" My heart now goes away It's curled up and destroyed And you won't care to read me Because you, I annoyed I'm a broken bundle of raw, fused-together nerve "Now run along ..... You got only what you deserved" And I will, very soon It's just that at the min' I'm as dence as a buffoon Which no longer causes smiles, like that gas from a balloon I loved you Heart now cries "Wander off little boy Go dry tired eyes You need to realise There's only pain left in here You'll be strong again one day That I hope .......... is near It's hard to let go Of someone you thought loved you Like a bond, unbreakable Joined togther .,.,.,.,like tissue But you must, you must You must regain your life Forget, dont dwell on the one Who mentioned she'd be........a wife Now run along, small insecure child. Broken, insignificant boy (this is now brain speaking).,.,.,feh,..,.'oh joy'. I told you so. 'Yeh I-don't-wanna-know' Pack your bags, up and off You outstayed your welcome you know Do as She said "Get bent, get lost, leave me alone and just go" "I hate her" "No you don't" "Oh yes I do!" "Ok, think as you will Whatever gets you through Now go on boy and don't stop to dwell No longer will you smile, when she says 'you shmell'" "I want to die" "Ok heart, you can But you might be needed one day When boy turns to man" A blurred screen, people are soon due home Now run along Head down, to aimlessly roam a plip of wet tear on an oak colored table..,., uh oh,,.,.,.brain /heart/brain/heart,.,. that red mist,.,.,.so unstable,.,. "I don't care I don't care" "Oh yes you do! Cos it lights up your life When you're told ..,......,.,..,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,'I love you'"