why does everything half to go wrong
first my best friend, than my dog, then my grades
and after all this, my boyfriend
my love 
my hero
my shining star
he acts weird not knowing 
gets pissed, mad, vilent
i no he dont mean to
he dont hit me bruse me or make me bleed
grabs, pushes, yells
i say one thing 
something else takes over
a beast, thats pissed
i try to tell him 
but it dosn't work
he stops for a while
then i say something again
its back 
not hitting, punching or brusing
but more yelling
a lot more
i tell him one last time
he stops or something has to be done
it works, yelling less
grrabbing less, pushing less
its been a while now 
about two weeks
oh no i souldn't have said that 
its back
but not bad just yelling
thats good 
how long with the yelling, grabbing, pushing stay away this
time
a while i hope