Don't Look

I thought I am already done with you I no longer see you But your name keeps echoing inside my head I've been saving up to buy defenses fit for VIP's Keeping my body strong and fit Always wearing my armor But I know just one sharp look again And you'll be able to pierce through me Mercilessly, so easily As though I'm undressed I wish I could go back to times When lyrics in a music weren't important When I sang them without meaning When I sang them without feelings I just want these feelings to end I'm really trying my best, I promise But my best isn't enough I guess For deep inside my heart I know I still want to be with you Even if it's not now It might take forever- And to me you'll always be the sweetest dream That I'll exchange my reality with just to keep on sleeping It's actually not that bad, isn't it? Especially when my chances of being with you there Is a million times higher than that of here So could you do me a favor? If we ever cross paths again Please don't look me in the eyes Because I still want to pretend that I am strong