why you did suicide...

if only you were here with me you'd understand how i felt. the way you expressed my love for you, it made my heart just melt! but now your gone and so i say, i wish to see him again! but now i realize its impossible now my heart will never mend! i still do not understand why you had to leave! now that your spirit has flown away, theres nothing left to achieve... i never knew that love itself could ever be so cruel... but now after all these years, i see ive acted like a fool. i messed with you and broke your heart, there is nothing left to hide. now i know that I'm the reason you did suicide.