Kane...(im so sorry)x.x.x.

Those songs come on and remind me of you i dont know why but they always do You dont know how guilty and shit i feel Cos what we had together Seemed so much more than real.. I promised something i could never keep and because of that something had to break Was it we,us or was it you Im sorry for what i've put you through I said i wouldnt.. and when he looked at me, i saw you You probably dont beleive me, but its true.. I didnt stop thinkin about you after.. Kane, i felt like shit And even now i do, when i think about it.. Holding your hand that night, well i felt so good, K it felt so right.. It had been such a long time and all the minutes that had passed i always wanted you to be mine.. So i sit and i listen to the song And know that its me in the wrong "we ride,yeah we ride til the day we die" Everytime, i hear it and i see you Please talk to me, tell me, i dont know what to do Tell me what to do K, tell me what to say I regret it so bad, i have ever since that day Hold my hand again Say that its alright Help me K, help me forget that night.. You told Her you kept seeing me with him over and over Over and over in your mind.. Someone like you is really hard to find.. I wish i could turn back time, to make it right to keep me and you just fine But it wont ever be the same I didnt realise somethin so stupid So little, so small Could cause the pain it had to us all. You can look at me like its ok and you can say that it doesnt bother you But i know that it does, i know whats true I threw you away, like you didnt matter But now i dont know what to say And as i try to apologise, you just look away I jus wanna hold you.. Every night i go to bed my guilt circulates,in and out,round and round in my head i think about you, and it leaves me wondering what i can do Cos i would give anything to go back To that saturday, sat holding hands with you.. ((im so fucking sorry, sometimes i wonder whether people know the meaning of the word, cos i dont think i did until now..)) K, i never meant to hurt you.. i never meant it to be like this..i will always love you, and i will always care..im so sorry...xx