Those songs come on and remind me of you
i dont know why but they always do
You dont know how guilty and shit i feel
Cos what we had together
Seemed so much more than real..
I promised something i could never keep
and because of that something had to break
Was it we,us or was it you
Im sorry for what i've put you through
I said i wouldnt..
and when he looked at me, i saw you
You probably dont beleive me, but its true..
I didnt stop thinkin about you after..
Kane, i felt like shit
And even now i do, when i think about it..
Holding your hand that night,
well i felt so good, K it felt so right..
It had been such a long time
and all the minutes that had passed
i always wanted you to be mine..
So i sit and i listen to the song
And know that its me in the wrong
"we ride,yeah we ride til the day we die"
Everytime, i hear it and i see you
Please talk to me, tell me, i dont know what to do
Tell me what to do K, tell me what to say
I regret it so bad, i have ever since that day
Hold my hand again
Say that its alright
Help me K, help me forget that night..
You told Her you kept seeing me with him over and over
Over and over in your mind..
Someone like you is really hard to find..
I wish i could turn back time,
to make it right
to keep me and you just fine
But it wont ever be the same
I didnt realise somethin so stupid
So little, so small
Could cause the pain it had to us all.
You can look at me like its ok
and you can say that it doesnt bother you
But i know that it does, i know whats true
I threw you away, like you didnt matter
But now i dont know what to say
And as i try to apologise, you just look away
I jus wanna hold you..
Every night i go to bed
my guilt circulates,in and out,round and round in my head
i think about you,
and it leaves me wondering what i can do
Cos i would give anything to go back
To that saturday, sat holding hands with you..
((im so fucking sorry, sometimes i wonder whether people
know the meaning of the word, cos i dont think i did until
now..))
K, i never meant to hurt you.. i never meant it to be like
this..i will always love you, and i will always care..im so
sorry...xx |