What's The Point...???

What's the point in living when everyone wants you to die What's the point in laughing when it all comes to a sigh Whats the point in smiling when you know its all just fake What's the point of playing in this game of give and take Tell me, Tell me; What's the point for me To live this life of misery If Dying is inevitable && Suicide is beautiful Then why not take this chance before it goes So the door of my room I will close I am my own worst enemy No one can save myself from me & tonight the razor blade holds my fate NO longer can I wait To make it quick I took those pills Now that I'm dying do you still Think I'm happy and nothing's wrong And that I wasn't hurting all along But baby you were mistaken All that time I was fakin' I grab the phone to call you But what did you do You screened my call Left me to die with nothing at all I wanted to tell you that you had won That I was finished & now I'm done But now I must go on When you wake up in the morning I'll be gone I push down && watch the blood trinkle out My life is over now, without a doubt I lay there with blood all around Not a noise or a sound As all my memories come rushing back && my world turns to Black Slowly I die And on the floor I lie Wishing someone would save me From this person I have come to be But no one cares So no one dares To check on peppy me But I lived my life faking it, can't you see It's too late now I'm dead A tear for me I hope you shed The next day it's all over the news With different perspectives and views Only I know why I did it This game of give and take I wanted to quit Me...,I got to lonely & if only , if only Someone would have cared My feelings with them I would have shared The past is history A foreign mystery The answers to my questions I still haven't found But if I look thay're all around So to me I ask you without a sound What's the point in Suicide When all it gets you is a bunch of sighs???