on a plane, not knowing

On a plane, not knowing how this could be that i have found you but lost you so easily I run to the toilet to hide my tears of frustrtion and loss why is this happening? why? I agreed to leaving now i wish i hadnt as we fly away from where you are to where i have to be I get a grip and go back to my seat between my parents this is really horrible my heart feels its been torn between excitement and upset All i can see is your face and the taste still from your kiss and the touch of you but i can never have that never again so this may not be goodbye but this is see ya for now i love you remember that and never forget tht il be there always!