Maybe

maybe it'd be best if i didnt put your conscience to the test. if i was honest and told you out straight what it is Garret does when he's out late. but I can't bring myself to break your heart i cant find the words i'd need to tear your world apart. and i dont want to let you fall into a world where everyone else looks out for you. you need independance but you also need truth and im torn between helping you out. there are two ways this could go i could tell you but maybe you already know.. and if you knew then you've learned from the past. im sorry michelle that this couldn't last. but if you don't know i cant tell you out straight i know this isnt fair but it just isnt my place. do you think you'd believe me if i told it to your face or would assume im lying like last time and hate me for this? but im not lying why would i do that to you tell me again just everything you've been through. so yeah, thats exactly why i'd choose now to lie to you... but maybe Michelle, you should start to question just what it is your boyfriend is doing ask him straight out what he is doing fiddling about.