Why do you have to be like that?
All obnoxious and cruel.
Then you try to get back
Into my world without anything in your hands.
You cant
You cant get through me
I can see between your words
I can see between your thoughts
I understand you
What do you do for me?
You anger me
You annoy me
You destroy me.
I'm gonna keep on goin on
Through all the crap you've put down
I'm not gonna get stuck
And be sucked
Into something I don't want.
Earth shattering
Mind blowing
I won't even remember
Huge, monstrous, amazing.
I won't even care.
You should touch me
Deep down inside
So that I can feel the pain
And not be sorry
For what you decided
When you broke me
I'm so fragile
You tossed me
I'm so innocent
You hurt me
I'm so lonely
You pained me
I'm so afraid
You scared me.
People say I did it
To myself
But I know the truth
You did it to me.
I want to remember
I want to forget
I want to lose
I want to win
I want to gain
I want to be on top of the world.
Who can take me there?
Who will want to go?
To get up and then be pushed down when you come back.
You won't get back.
I won't be stuck
Inside.
I want to end it
But I'm not like you
I won?t waste it
And then realize too late
The chances I have
And the chance you had
Before you screwed up
Now I get revenge
I can fix everything
For me
And let you feel
The way I do.
Jealousy is a wasted emotion
So why be jealous
Of what we once had
Perfect harmony
Perfect unity.
I was happy
You made me happy
I was comforted
You were my shoulder to cry on.
Now I'm hurt
And you did it
How does it feel
To be pushed around
Until you fall
Exhausted from emotions
You never knew you had?
You knew
And you still figured
It would be fun.
You knew
And you still went along.
One word 
After another
Digging you deeper
Into the pit of sadness
That you will grow
Accustomed to
As the days go by
Without me there.
You did it
You deserve it.
Earth shattering
Mind Blowing
Is it enough?
Can it stop
What is coming out?
Can it fix
The torn fabric
Of a beautiful friendship?
It will turn edges black
Crumbly so that
They cant be held
And you will know
What not being able
To hold is like.
And you will wish
You never said anything
You never hurt me
You never lied to me.
You need to learn
The heartache
Calling out for a friend
And finding nothing
But emptiness
And hatred
Loathing
Stupidity.
You can never get back.
I will stop you.