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Why do you have to be like that? All obnoxious and cruel. Then you try to get back Into my world without anything in your hands. You cant You cant get through me I can see between your words I can see between your thoughts I understand you What do you do for me? You anger me You annoy me You destroy me. I'm gonna keep on goin on Through all the crap you've put down I'm not gonna get stuck And be sucked Into something I don't want. Earth shattering Mind blowing I won't even remember Huge, monstrous, amazing. I won't even care. You should touch me Deep down inside So that I can feel the pain And not be sorry For what you decided When you broke me I'm so fragile You tossed me I'm so innocent You hurt me I'm so lonely You pained me I'm so afraid You scared me. People say I did it To myself But I know the truth You did it to me. I want to remember I want to forget I want to lose I want to win I want to gain I want to be on top of the world. Who can take me there? Who will want to go? To get up and then be pushed down when you come back. You won't get back. I won't be stuck Inside. I want to end it But I'm not like you I won?t waste it And then realize too late The chances I have And the chance you had Before you screwed up Now I get revenge I can fix everything For me And let you feel The way I do. Jealousy is a wasted emotion So why be jealous Of what we once had Perfect harmony Perfect unity. I was happy You made me happy I was comforted You were my shoulder to cry on. Now I'm hurt And you did it How does it feel To be pushed around Until you fall Exhausted from emotions You never knew you had? You knew And you still figured It would be fun. You knew And you still went along. One word After another Digging you deeper Into the pit of sadness That you will grow Accustomed to As the days go by Without me there. You did it You deserve it. Earth shattering Mind Blowing Is it enough? Can it stop What is coming out? Can it fix The torn fabric Of a beautiful friendship? It will turn edges black Crumbly so that They cant be held And you will know What not being able To hold is like. And you will wish You never said anything You never hurt me You never lied to me. You need to learn The heartache Calling out for a friend And finding nothing But emptiness And hatred Loathing Stupidity. You can never get back. I will stop you.