I set here inside my head thinking.
Hoping I will never let darkness slip into me again.
When my vulnerability is at it's best the darkness comes and
steals a part of my soul. It's a darkness only I control. A
darkness filled with hate, a total nightmare waking to
desagrate. Granting me a death wish.A death wish I wish I
could pawn. Total withdraw,don't expect a phone call.I hate
when I give in.At these times I belong to the darkness. I am
not my own.I hate this darkness and the grip it has over
me!I don't want to lose my family.The one thing that has
ever made me happy in this life. My family. Darkness please
I beg of you give me up I'll give you up too. Stay away.Lord
give me strength, strength to obey. I think everyone has
there own darkness.Something that totally consumes them when
they least expect it.