Having You From Him

I can’t deny my feelings for you Though I don’t know what it is The feeling when you stare at me The feeling when you hold my hands tightly.. I try to make you notice But I bet you never even notice me You make me can’t stop thinking of your smiles Make my words tremble from your sparkling eyes You’ve done so many things that make me feel what I never felt before The feeling of envy when you are having so much fun with him The feeling of glad when you call me in the middle of the night The feeling of misery when you never stare into my eyes But I can’t blame you because you are not mine And I know… You will never be mine But I am so proud to have you To have your smiles, laughter and happiness with him I hope that you will never leave him So that I can have you all time