This is what happens after 'tortured by you...'(my other
poem)

I stand in the rain so no one can see me cry
My tears fall, and i search, search for something
To pull me out of the nightmare.
The nightmare i have lived for months,burying me
In a bottle of liquor,staring into the darness
With tears falling down my cheeks.
I have been pulled into a dark world with mere candlelight
Not knowing how, not knowing why i sit like this
In this world crying,a bottle in my hand.
In the greyness, i see a figure coming towards me
Soaked to the skin but still smiling down at me
as he wraps his arms around me.
The warmth of him,as i press myself closer into him
Banishs the darkness, till all there is, is light
I cling on wanting it never to end.
He stays, holding me tight, lightly kissing my head
Suddenly i'm smiling as i breath in the scent 
of him and the rain.
I look up at him and he wipes away my tears
The rain is slowing down, now not a heavy downpour
When his lips come to mine.
The softness blows my mind and suddenly i'm flying
The rain stopping and the sun breaking the clouds
I look up and smile at him.
We kiss again, more roughly but passionatly
Ive been lifted away from the darkness,into heaven
As you take my hand.
My darkness is broken, no more bottle or tears
Still intoxicated by love and lust
We walk away as the sun sets.