A simple Smile, a scream inside 
So many feelings, that I have to hide 
Deep down I know that nobody cares 
But knowing that's more than I can seem to bear 
I live each day of my life wandering in fear 
All the while thinking, "Why am I here?" 
There are those people that call themselves my friends 
But when I need them most, they leave me at dead ends 
I walk in their shadows, I know that won't change 
But I can't figure out why there's so much pain 
All I want to do is make the hurt go away 
And be happy again-but what does that matter any way.