Simple smile, scream inside

By lost_and_destroyed •
A simple Smile, a scream inside
So many feelings, that I have to hide
Deep down I know that nobody cares
But knowing that's more than I can seem to bear
I live each day of my life wandering in fear
All the while thinking, "Why am I here?"
There are those people that call themselves my friends
But when I need them most, they leave me at dead ends
I walk in their shadows, I know that won't change
But I can't figure out why there's so much pain
All I want to do is make the hurt go away
And be happy again-but what does that matter any way.