You asked, so i told you..

You asked my about my scars on my arm.. I told you the truth, you said howcome? I said, to make me feel better How? Because focusing on the pain makes you forget why you did it Bollocks thats what you said Do you know how hard it was to get it out my head? I never forgave myself for what i did I didnt expect you to understand, I didnt want your sympathy. I lay on the bed, i wasnt facing you You tried to hug me I said, fuck you. You werent there, so what do you know? Get the fuck off me, let go. Stop apologising, you didnt even think, You just say what your opinion is, well you dont know You didnt know me, you didnt know what was goin on I never let go of the pain Havent u ever felt that way? All the shit i put myself through i dragged my friends and family down with me too and you wouldnt know, because it wasnt you! So why ask me why, if you already have an opinion on it? Everynight before i go to bed The shit i did, circles round in my head I cut myself up because it seemed the right thing to do I never asked you to ask, i didnt want you to! Its me that has to look at my arms everyday And in my memorys the pain will stay Dont tell me the reason i did it was shit Because it was me that went through it The blood made my attention turn away from the emotional pain I told you that once, and i'll tell you again You dont know, because you werent there so stop trying to tell me about it, because i honestly dont care.