Listen to me fall

You fill me up, you let me down And there is no other way to explain what I have found Your eyes are dark and forbidden, your sweet soul I have forgiven Listen to my call You watch me as I fall Louder and faster not knowing what's after Listen to me fall In the night you come after me as I sleep Oh that night you came after what I planned to keep Listen to my call You watched me as I bawled Louder and louder I can't help but cower Listen to me fall But you can make it up to me, And when I can't sleep I watch you breathe and it all comes over me But I know I can't leave you Wondering what you'd do Listen to me fall I see the blood all over the floor, my legs covered in what was before The life of our creation, now dated and gone The life of our future I waited for so long Listen to me fall Wondering what smiles I have lost from being with you Wondering for miles and not making sense of what I knew Listen to me fall Yet I still can't let go when I'm all you know Listen to me fall Listen to me fall THIS IS ABOUT A STORY I READ. THERE WAS A GIRL IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP BUT EVERYTIME SHE TRIED TO LEAVE THE GUY WOULD HURT HIMSELF AND SHE FELT SHE COULDN'T LEAVE HIM LIKE THAT. SHE ALSO GOT PREGNANT BUT HAD A MISCARRIAGE AFTER HE BEAT HER REALLY BADLY. OH AND HE RAPED HER IN HIS SLEEP ONE NIGHT AND THE NEXT MORNING DIDN'T REMEMBER IT AT ALL. xox courtney