Dylan xxxx

Through all the fights and all the nights I lost myself somewhere And now im lying here- blinded by these lights Nothing feels like it did before, insignificant phrases-used more and more. And then he turns around, runs to me opening the door Mum ma ma... While his tiny feet try to catch up with him, He's running before he can walk, it seems we do it from a young age Before we even start to talk.. I lift him from the ground his legs dangle- and he hugs me, goodbye. Be a good boy, i'll see you soon You go with daddy- daddy loves you. He waves as he's carried away, in the arms that care I wave back I love you baby I know what im feeling is wrong And that he'll be back soon But i always miss him, and i sit alone in the room No laughing- babys chattering is gone The noise from the toys is now silence, and i miss him Night time comes too quickly baby there goes another day, your gettin bigger so quickly shh, sleep well my little soldier, shh, its alright I love you baby- you sleep tight. Crying in the night, always wakes me with a start, Rockabye baby, its alright I stop and listen to your tears, they're all i've got.. While he's not there, im sure i hear him Sometime in the night, But he isnt there- i hug myself- he's alright.. Back to those bright lights- blinding me viciously, Mum, mum? mum!? He's running towards me, he's just come through the door, You shakes me a little- i see his grown up face, smiling down on me, and for the first time i see- its all there.. in HIS baby... I love you Dylan..x.x.x