My mind is a child
My appearance is a child

I look up in awe as I see people falling in love
and falling from love

This makes me cock my head in confusion
"Why waste time falling in 'love' if in the end you end up
getting hurt?"

My naive mind looks at my mommy and my father kissing
looking so happy in public
But in private...

Why does mommy look so sad?
Why does father tear off mommy's clothing so roughly?
Father looks so scary at those times.

Mommy use to smile and laugh blissfully before.
She would hold me tightly and say she loves me over and over
again and at night she would tuck me in securely and kiss me
gently.

But now..

Mommy won't even look at me
She would just huddle in a corner and sob

Father would always leave and slam the door loudly,
muttering about "useless bitches" 

Oops, mommy told me NEVER to curse
It was bad.

After father striped mommy nakey and put this big thing
inside of her private hole she would always cry out very
loudly

Father would smack her and he would start moving his body
faster...

Why does father do that to her?

He tells me to watch even when I don't want to and he yells
if I don't he will do the same thing to me

So I watch and I would always cry silently...

I always thought mommy was strong and pretty

But recently I always see mommy cry loudly and the bruises
on mommy makes her look yucky that even father notices them

So he would lock mommy in this room and yells at me to go
outside and to "Shut the hell up! And if you tell a soul I
will bloody kill you! YOU GOT THAT YOU DAMN BITCH!?!"

Uh oh I cursed again!
I'm sorry mommy

Hmm there are tears falling?
Why?





I'm....sorry mommy