I Wonder...

Sometimes I wonder how different things would be, if I had never said my first words to you. Would I have been happier? Or were you happiness? But, sometimes, you make me hurt. You don't even know it. I wonder if I would have had less friends, if I had not met you. As soon as I met you, I wasn't shy anymore. Maybe it was just a coincidence. Or did you take my shyness away? You gave me something to believe in. You made me believe in myself. And you made me believe in you. Though, I still wonder. What would have been dfferent if I had not met you? Would I really have been happier? Or...are you my happiness?