the meaning of broken
the measure of hurt
like a knife stabbed
in your heart...
twisted insane until
it's in your back
a cascade of events
leading to the inevitable
back to yesterday
back to last week
back to last month
back to last year
time moves on
the earth still spins
the moon still shines
i'm still sunny
but who knows what's inside
melted
dissolved
fading fast
never to return
hope's a bitch
just there to bite you in the ass
always looking
for the easiest way
to kill
to cause suffering
to hurt
to break up friends
look for a release
look for a spot
of light in the darkness
try to grasp it
it's always an inch away
i walk toward the future
but i'm being
steadily held in the past