life is just that hard

i know you love me and you dont want to leave me, but baby your hurting me. i take a step forward and you pull me three steps back. i dontk want to let you go, but baby the pain you cause me is more than the joy you give me. i want you to be with me. i need you to work this out for me. if we are going to make this last then you have to put the past in the past. im not them. i havent hurt you. you have to trust me. im not going to walk away. i have been with abusers and drug users. i tried to make it work. i try my hardest. and you must try too. a relationship takes two people to make it work. if you know for a fact this will never be what we want it to be just walk away. i wont think less of you. ill pray that God will bless you. forever dont always mean forever and promises dont always stay. but each night and each day i know some how some way your going to make me cry. sometimes they are good tears. sometimes they hurt. you say your sorry. you say you love me, but you keep making the same mistakes. you need to slow down and breath because i cane only handle so much at one time.