I run to the door hoping to see your face,
Hoping you'll return and bring back your suitcase.
You left so suddenly, you didn't say goodbye,
You didn't wait around to see the tears i cryed.
Daddy I understand why you had to go,
You and mummy didn't agree, and that i came to know.
But still i waited by the door and still you never came,
Instead you went so far away so i ask was i to blame?
Some nights i still cry, my tears they still show,
Because it hurts deep inside and yet you don't know,
How much pain you caused when you walked out the door,
And how you left my heart lying on the floor.
You missed so much, so much time was just lost,
And you'venever quite made up for the cost,
Never an apology, the sorry didn't come,
So from then on, my heart became numb.
If anything at all, you prepared me for life,
No boy can hurt me before i put up a fight.
I'm afraid to let people in, instead i block them out,
I'm too scared to trust...so instead i doubt.
So now daddy as you move on with your new life,
New family, new kids...even a new wife,
I'll go on with mine, 'cause you can hurt me no more,
I learnt about pain when i was five...and now i've shut the
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